The return of LoopyLibby.

Well well well… It certainly has been a while.

I don't even know where the last few days have gone, let alone the last few months.

Where do I even start? I suppose at the beginning right?

So, since I left you, I have been planning more and more of my big wedding day, moving house, starting to stream again and putting up with a job I'm quite about ready to leave.

I suppose I should start with some of the negatives and go onto the positives so at least we can end this post on a good page right?

My job... Whilst I don't like sharing what it is I exactly do, I can still share my struggles and don't we just hate a boss that barely interacts with you?.. I know I certainly do.

Don't get me wrong, I like to be left to do my own thing and working from home has definitely allowed me to do that but when I need guidance or help and support, it feels like my email is shoved a side or just simply forgotten about. Lets put it this way, I don't go to my boss often but when I do, some acknowledgement would be greatly appreciated... You know?

Even if they don't quite know the answer.

Don't even get me started on funding either. We basically have non as an organisation and I have customers wanting things replenished or a little TLC and I feel I can't give my all because the company funding isn't there to be able to make the positive changes I wish to make.

Anyway, that's pretty much the biggest annoyance and to be fair, I'm so focused on trying to get into the Information technology side that if this is what I have to deal with short term, so be it.

Moving on...

I can now officially say that we are 1 month away from our big wedding day and I am filled with so many mixed emotions. Of course mostly all positive and I certainly won't be leaving my man at the end of the aisle wondering where I am. Just get than daymn ring on my finger already.

It's been so difficult to not be able to share things like the style of my wedding dress or even the finer details of my big day such as location, location, location. But!!! All can be revealed and a separate blog post will follow after the big day.

We are mostly there now with the planning and paying of the remaining little bits. Not going to lie, we've had a fair few moments and I tell you what Ladies and Gents, I certainly won't be doing this again... When they say it's stressful, oh by god it really is; especially with two large families that don't always get along between themselves.

We have had a couple of people drop out and that has been the largest issue. The family arguments and disputes over who should be there and who shouldn't, has made me question whether we should have Eloped in the first place. But, we are here now and the final preparations is giving me a world full of butterflies. I try my wedding dress back on for my final fitting, this Friday and I am so excited but so nervous.

To add more into the works, we also moved house. WE FINALLY OWN OUR OWN HOME!

It's been a long process and to see the house along the way has been a bigger excitement.

To say we are finally in, with good internet (might I add), is just a really weird feeling. To be sat here saying that we're finally away from rude neighbours and into a really loving area, is just such a relief.

We have a lot to go and so much designing to do but as they say, 'you can't build Rome in a day'. This is one big project...

We are mostly out of boxes now and coping with the furniture we have. Some are soon to be replaced, such as sofa's and other's have already been replaced; most important, changing our bed from a double to a king size, oh it's luxury.

We are looking into doing the office soon, so stay tuned for a games room update blog!

Anyway, enough of me rambling on. How have you been? It's so lovely to say I am back - back to blogging and streaming.

I do hope you'll stick around for the future posts and hopefully see you on the next one.

Love always,

Libby.